this is just a meditation
this is just a meditation, get down on your knee
this is just a meditation, meditate with me
i'm afraid this meditation doesn't set you free
but leaves you leaving in a state of feeling nothing
don't trust me
this is just a meditation
make it what you will
bend my front legs into shape
still not sitting
still i'm clumsily avoiding thinking the impossibility,
that is the now
that should be now
that is not now
oh yes, now
and you realize you haven't been there ever anyhow
dozing off
feeling nothing at best
every thing at worst
so you begin, at least you try, recollecting all the times you felt the no-thing
then you think of smoking
how come i think of smoking
why would i think of smoking
no one saw me smoking
at least i don't think so
i really don't think so
then when i go down from the heat, i feel nothing indeed
when night falls, and light creeps up on me
i don't feel my eyeballs when they take the driver's seat
when all pumped up, but underfed, they gain belief in shaded mannequins
now you can grind your teeth and try to sleep
i really try to sleep
watch me try to sleep
i feel nothing in university
feel nothing when they talk to me
i feel nothing, and what's more
did i ever feel before
i feel nothing, i'm never blue
i don't feel what's up with you
i do not understand what is up with you
nothing works around here
no feelings in here
nothing earthly, not divine
let me say it 19 times
i feel nothing (x19)
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